Today I will submit two letters that I have received in this last month. The subject of “desire” has come up frequently in those that have written and has caught fire as it were. The idea that a candidate must have a certain, “Fire in the belly” as coined by Wyne Wagaman, really seems to have ignited a response in those that have written to me recently. Here is a good example:

Dear David,

As I was eagerly reading your blog I could feel my pulse furiously pounding in my neck…. right before I read the part that said
“If you just take a self-check now and measure your pulse you will know.” ….and then I knew I wasn’t crazy, I just have a burning desire for the field.

I will begin my BSN studies at Goldfarb School of Nursing at Barnes-Jewish College, St. Louis, MO this coming January. Upon completing my BSN I will then start the path of working my way toward my acceptance into the CRNA program at this same institution.

I am currently an IT professional with AT&T (4 years). I graduated with a BS in Information Systems from Maryville University outside St. Louis, MO in May of 2004. College was a long road for me as I was ill due to what was later discovered as congenital heart defect (ASD), which was successfully repaired mid-college career. This of course was a delay, thus I hastily settled for an IT major knowing my dream was to be a CRNA.

Well… all that aside, the fire has kept burning and I am going to keep it stoked by pursuing my dream. I am VERY excited to begin my nursing studies. I realize I have quite a rigorous road ahead of me, but reading blogs like yours creates even more desire for the challenge.

I am thankful to have read your blog. Congratulations on your hard earned success. One day I will be in your shoes encouraging future CRNA’s.

C. J.

Hello David( aka Professor Plum)

Congratulations on living up to your true destiny, not only a CRNA but a professor also! Remember me, from the CTICU way back when you were down in the trenches?  I came across your blog as recommended by one of your current students.

I am so proud of you! The reason for my email is a plea for help. I resigned from UCLA 12/2007 so that I could be with my love who moved to Oklahoma City. I now live in OKC , the transition was very tough but worth it. During that time I reflected heavily about what it is I actually want to do with my life. I have decided to once again pursue my dream of becoming a CRNA. I guess my ego was shattered by the one and only denied application years ago, I think you were still on the unit , 2003 I believe then.

Anyway, for years I watched many of my fellow coworkers pursue what I wanted enviously but didn’t have the “fire” or confidence in myself since my rejection. Over the years I have been on the front lines in CTICU, even moved up to the ranks of the especially strong- THE CHARGE NURSES- can you believe it? Anyway, enough babbling, I have the fire, the intense desire to pursue this dream. I plan to apply to several programs in Florida, 1 in Maryland, and 2 in Texas. Haven’t taken the GRE yet, but have a good GPA when I graduated form U of Maryl.

What do you think? Any words of wisdom? My experience is strong, I think I interview well, just scared about the GRE I guess. I remember someone, I think it was you, saying to not bother taking the review courses through Kaplan or Princeton Review. Also, what most do you like to see in a personal statement? David, I know it’s been a long time, but as you hopefully recall, I always respected your input. You were one of my senior advisers then and I hope you can give me some pointers now. I hope all is well with you and am looking forward to hearing from you.

Respectfully, M. B.